EvanEggplant

The pitter patter of raindrops on glass Is a greater song than any muse Could even dream or imagine. A lullaby known only by angels So soft that an infant could sleep while Its sung, but loud enough, For the whole world to know by heart. No one knows the words, but All know its effects. Soothing, Relaxing, Calming, Peaceful To the body and mind, and to heart and soul. You forget the world, if only for a while. You create new memories, which can last Two lifetimes.

Why can't I do anything, except fall (It does seem that way…) I can't help but to try and break, through this wall (I wish you'd go away…) My heart grows heavier with every step you take; Even if it was a step closer or a step away Won't you hold still, even for my sake? [Chorus] These ropes are breaking, and I'm still thinking I have got this uneasy feeling About this scary sensation of sinking I'm falling from grace I'm falling from grace I'm falling from grace --- I can hear the voices that keep me here Telling me to look at what I still have But how do I know if you're sincere? How do I make a whole out of halv

Love Loss Hate Grief Sorrow Anger Rage Why? Envy Uncertainty Worry Sadness Careless Careful Truth Why? Wonder Consider Calm Content Wonder Happy? Hopeful Love

Chorus 1)      I'm all alone now, I'm a memory I won't cause problems, I'll just melt away. Even though I've grown-. 2)      These thoughts of mine, they are Bittersweet. I'm my own now, I feel complete. (What have you learned from this?) (Cause now it's my turn-.) ------------------------------------------- Simple minds find simple pleasures Easy to win and easier to lose The good ones always die young So why do the bad ones die slowly-? -Chorus 1- I won't stop worrying, it's just my nature I won't leave it be, it's just my poison You won't blame me, how could you do this? I've already lost my mind. -Chorus 2- It's my t

I want to go run, Away from all my problems, My Demons keep me.

Does she? Does she not? Does she? Does she not? Pedal after Pedal I try to decide, As I pace back and forth and walk over my barren flowers. She won’t stay out of my mind But does that mean she should stay there? Even in my unstable nature, I find a certain degree of peace and happiness When she gives me that smile. I can’t help but to wince at the thought That I may miss this chance But I shudder at the thought, of me diving down, But then having to climb back up Once more, just after I caught my breath. Perhaps I need this, maybe I don’t I pick another flower I pick another pedal Does she? Does she not?

I still sit here, watching day go to dusk Observing my spent flowers and wondering about my last one anxiously I pick the pedals, repeating the same two words again and again and again. I smile when I pull the last pedal. Nervousness should grip me, but there is no wrong answer when I'll ask. I know she's thought about it, I know she's thinking about it, I know she wants me to think about it. Any answer will give me relief, because there is no wrong answer.

I stare downwards, and I smile, I glance behind me, and I wonder. I look at my hands, and I shiver. I send myself down, with a leap. I free fall and, it’s too late. When I hit the bottom, then I’ll know. In the meantime, while I fall, I’ll keep my hands, keep them here, On my parachute chord, hoping and praying That it won’t be necessary.

Can you feel the rhythm of my heartbeats? Pumping life throughout my body, tell me How do you feel right now, behind these seats? Hidden from eyes, be who you want to be. I feel electric, lucky, and happy. Your smile gives me reason to smile, For months that’s all I was, just unhappy. Can’t believe it took me all this while... But the words that ring in my head are yours After a day of pain, stress and sickness; “It’s great to wake up to you”, my heart soars. Happy to see you sleep, end this thickness Of my head, my stupor; take off with wings While I’ll sleep here, dreaming of stuff and things.

I try so hard to dream at night, to dream Of the pleasant last thoughts before I sleep. Thoughts, feelings, memories, they reign supreme On my mind, and I want them all to keep. I want to hold you in my arms, and not Have to let you go, just so that I can Catch my breath once more.  It’s hard just to stop, And think “what’s next?” after all this began. I want to keep these thoughts, and I don’t doubt That you’re the one I want to dream about.